I was shocked that u sat beside me.. I feel like.. wow .. hmm okay.. we chat.. but not that much.. but at least its more than before =]
thts the best half hour tht happens after training so far =]
I know its normal.. just like friends but its something to me..


Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
She only a friend, and nothing else-.-
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying she's just a bud,
But deep inside,
you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet her eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that she's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for her to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being her boy is an impossible wish...




The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them
Sarbelas at 9:41 AM