I dont feel special. The only time i feel great is when youre beside me which is only 5 mins. Its my fault cause I didnt put any effort to chase you but I did put an effort not to get hurt. Had to remind myself every single time. Not to get high hopes X 10.

Just go with the flow, I just feel that she doesnt have any feelings towards me by seing how she reacts and stuff.

Day 3, still no cravings for ciggies. No cough, slight flu. The worst has yet to come.

I drink coke just to avoid smoking =]
It will less the craving n divert my attention.
Sarbelas at 9:25 AM