Its not easy to get a someone a gift.. you have to go back and forth a couple of times.. i went to cityhall to get the shoes..

then -.- , it isnt there at all.. I have to go vivo.. yeah.. troublesome, took the mrt change at outram n stuff..

I got finally, so less stress for me =]




Bouldering season is over.. So im can slack for now.. climb normal.. train n prepare for next year..


well things change nowdays.. its happening right infront of my eyes.. i dont mind abt tht.. its just me i guess..

i dont actually get the right treatment as before. its diff i dont get the usual response from text message.. nowdays i get lesser n sometimes none.. bck then, u were always there when i need u.. but for now, it drop alot.. like really alot.. i really miss u, but what can i do.. u used to be the closest friend i ever had in RP. the one who I put ahead than anyone else.



im used to it already.. I just need to avoid thinking about it.. shouldnt be emo cause its not worth it.

I must be the normal me..having like a mindset like, no response, its ok=].. like dont think of anything..

Why do i care so much when I shouldnt


Im going give it another try of quiting smoking.. I can do it.. n everyone thinks tht i couldnt.. Im all up to face the cold turkey.. heavy coughs, non stop flu.. Ive face the shitty moments for the last few weeks.. Well it couldnt get any worst well its already at its worst.. i ready to face 6 mnths of torture and at its worst stage.

I will strt quitting the right time, its either this sun or tmr
Sarbelas at 8:23 AM