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Saturday, June 28, 2008
Thursday, June 26, 2008
 Whats the use when you have a rich husband and you cant pay your fine Labels: fines and no demerit points?         Today theres advanture learning.. Iur class talk crap man and the noisiest class although we gt 9 ppl. The best thing is our whole class completed the hard route. Wierd thing is the bravest person was yong sheng. He knows he cant but he triend but didnt complete. He took the courage to try. He tried the easier root and he completed. I have to respect him as he have fears but he overcome it. He set an example and motivate others to try. Serene she completed the hard route. She was shoutinga s dougles moves and everything shake.hahah. She was damn scared. She got stuck to one part which is the hardest. Couldnt reach the next rope as its too far. Balance on a thin rope. I shouted if she didnt go, i,ll tell douglas to move, she shouted no dont douglas dont. Shockingly she move damn fast like it was tooe asy for her and completed the route. I like wow. WTH.. Pro. Douglas shock me. He almost finish the route but he fall at the other part as the stoned and doing the wrng stuff. He fall and the instructor help him up, but he have to complete by himself. He did complete. Remember this obsticle is 3 storeys high.Our class, he were like pussys but we tried to be a man. We did everyone of us other than daryl, hes acceptional. He cant do it. Understand. After that we did our rj I met syakirah.. yeah yeah.. first time meeting her. Yes she was cute and she attached. Best friends since last year..great dancer with passion.. Shes fun to talk with.. And im not good looking as i said if i am.. i would have a gf by now.. after that we went to kopitiam at causewaypoint ate dinner together like a family.. =] Labels: you guys made ourselves proud
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
 After weeks of delay. At last they gave me this mail which i already use the money... damnLabels: Forgiven if paid  This movie.. you should watch.. Its damn interesting..The conduit to Ben’s journey of counterfeit self-discovery is a racially, ethnically, sexually balanced gang of other greedy bright things (the most appealing being Aaron Yoo, wasted as the kooky, sexless Asian guy), run by an equally avaricious math professor, Micky Rosa (Kevin Spacey on autopilot). Using a system of mnemonic devices, goofy hand signals and a talent for numbers, the team has devised a way to beat the bank. (In Las Vegas, Laurence Fishburne and his knuckles will have something to say about that.) Because Ben doesn’t want to use his poor widowed mother’s savings to go to Harvard, he decides to ditch his qualms if not his sense (because he really has none) and signs on. And so it’s off to Vegas they go, where they count the cards, take the money and run. Amid the din and glare of various casinos, the director Robert Luketic, whose credits include “Legally Blonde,” engages in other dodgy business: he cribs from Wong Kar-wai’s “Chungking Express” period (Ben sits motionless as the world races by); borrows from the David Fincher of “Fight Club” (camera tricks for kicks); lifts from Martin Scorsese’s “Casino” (throw the money in the air like you just don’t care); and pays homage to universal whoredom by restaging the “Pretty Woman” shopping montage. He also tosses in some gleaming rides, a couple of PG-13 pole dancers and a Rolling Stones remix that both Dad and the kids can enjoy. Ben ogles the chintzy glamour and the chesty blondes spilling out of their dresses, and the movie does exactly the same. He particularly likes it when his skinny school crush, Jill, clambers aboard and offers him a lap job, for which I hope the young actress Kate Bosworth was well compensated. Like everything else in “21,” Jill can be bought for the right price, as of course can Ben and, by extension, us. The filmmakers try to soften this idea mostly by furnishing Ben with a sob story. They turn his desire to attend Harvard into something tantamount to an inalienable right, one that’s impervious to ethical standards or personal morals, which means that “21” is either a very cynical or a very smart take on the power elite.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Was sleepy in class today.. didnt get enough sleep. Jeremy was damn kind as hes willing to explain every single detail about tdys topic. After school, i went to city plaza with hidayat. I took a passport picture which cost $6. Its like somekind of a machine. At school, it was $10. What the hell, cheat money. I enter, insert the money and when i sit, the seat was too short. I dont know how to adjust it, theres no lever. I have to squad. Wierd... We head to to arnolds and we had half spring chicken with fries. It cost about $5.20. Its cheap and it taste great. =] When i got back, i recieve a bad news. My friend got an accident and he didnt make it. I didnt get the full story. It was the first time all my home town friends cried. Hes riding a motor cycle and running away from the police but crashed to a taxi. It came out in the newspaper. Some chinese newspaper. The taxi was really in a bad shape. FAd although i dont know you taht well. I know ur a great guy. Funny and stuffs and its not the time for u to go. Why now. Do rest in peace
Sunday, June 22, 2008
The pressure is on.. Cant be late to wrk and couldnt last minute change. things to improve.. i must not be quite in wrk.. must serve customers more.. that means i must have the peoples skill...I must target my sales higher.. Today i met alot of ppl at work.. Get to know new staff..Theres 1 of the full time staff at who studied at broadrick sec.. Some people are scary.. About rock climbing.. Hmm.. mini competition is on saturday.. So have to train hard.. So its time for physical training..more push ups, more pull ups... Hmmm yesterday is history tomorrow is a mystery.. So that means, who knows i may win constat and i dont need to pay for competitions =P ... Then i have no worries... Although i work.,, That moneys goes to debts, savings and parents.. So.. it will end up.. no rock shoe, chalk bag and chalk... At the end of the day.. still no money for everthing.. Labels: I need Climb Stuffs
Saturday, June 21, 2008
  Aidil.. Hmm i guess hes the future captain. Too much good points about him. So what do you think? He strong, huge bicepts... Out shines the rest.. Can communicate with everyone.. Got level 1 and 2 certificate.. As beatrix is our coach.. The students will be monsters... And our captain is a huge monster... So other schools couldnt critisize us as we are the mosters... so anyone vote for aidil as captain??? Labels: captain under pressure
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Yesterday was my first day of work. Hmm it was boring the supervisor was like bullying me. Nvm allan, 1 day i will disturb u. He threw me the hanger, i thought he was joking, bt he really did threw it at me.I catch it and was like laughing.The working day is friday. Today, didnt go to school. Woke up at 6.45 then tell my granny that im tired and i need to go to the clinic.Went back to sleep. I woke up at 11 and go to the clinic at 12. 1 thing that caught my eye is the doc past the injection which is filled of blood. It was like scary. i just thought that they have to take my blood sample which is considered alot. In the end the doct gave me cream and antibiotics for the treatment of my infected wounds. I completed watching speed racer and dan in life. Speed racer was interesting, very. Dan in life wasnt that fun. Its about more to life that kind of stuff. So advice you not to watch. Unless youre bored. I guess i need a jog. I dont feel good right now. I need to throw all the sadness away in me. I do this by jogging. I dont know why. It helps abit. Insecurities leads to ignorant. Which lead to the break down of friendship. I dont know wahts wrong with me.I Need advice... Anyone willing to help?
Saturday, June 14, 2008
this morning i went to centerpoint for job interview at esprit. Starting work this tues day at 6. mon, tue , wed, sat and sun 5 days a week. Need the money for my
My injuries still have not healed and still in pain. I think theres infection. Im a man, i can handle it, i guess. Netherland wins italy and france. wow. My favorite team does make me proud =]. I want their jersey pls pls pls
Friday, June 13, 2008
Survey From Gucci Sayang ; Instructions : Remove 1 Question from below and add in your personal question , make it total 20 questions , then tag 8 people in your list , list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she had been tagged . Whoever does tag will have blessing from all . 1) What Age Do You Wish To Marry?=- ermm...28 2) What You Want The Most Right Now ?=- rock climbing shoes 3) What Do You Want To Be In Your Next Life ?=- I believe in reincarnation. 4) Something To Describe Yourself .=- wierd and always smile for nothing. 5) If You Have 1 More Dream Come True What Will You Want ?=- Have a perfect girlfriend. 6) What Are You Afraid To Lose Now ?=- Trust from my friends. 7) Do You Believe In Eternal Love ?=- Nope as theres always obsticles and side tracks. 8) If You Meet Someone That You Love , Would You Confess To Him/Her ?=- I will if im brave enough. i would but confirm theres no hope of getting her. 9) How Would You Spend 200Bucks ?=- Get my rock climbings shoes 10) What Are The Requirement[s] That You learn From The Other Half ?=- needs and wants?11) If You Have The Right To Kill That Person Who Would You Want To Kill ?=- i wouldnt kill as we may hate alot of people, others too got feelings. So have to respect that. They deserve to live. 12) Did You Cherish Every Of Your Friendships ?=- Yes . Of course! 13) What Makes You Hyper ?=- Im not sure, the right time and moment. Wait, great food. 14) What Do You Think Is The MOST Important In Your Life ?=- My Family & Friends. 15) Do You Find It A Need For You To Have A Boyfriend/Girlfriend ?=- Yes as u can talk to someone.Talking to a guy is wierd as u express your gay feelings. Friends, u have to keep secrets..hahha 16) What You Want Your Friends To Be Like ?=- Out going. 17) Is Each Of Your Family Members Of Yours Important To You ? Yes as they do different role to support the family. 18) What Is Your Favourite Hobby ?=- Currently rock climbing 19) Who You Love The Most ?=- Other than family is.... hmm.... no one =] 20) How Will You Spend Your Time If Today Is Your Last Day On EARTH ?=- Pray and last minute repent and regret.Try to buy yourself through heaven 1)When was the last time you cried?=- Im not sure.Quite long ago no wait Febuary. When i was watching tv.hHAHAA..gayyy 2)Have you ever faked sick?=- Yes. the only thing to do when u have to get out of work and school. 3)Have you ever cried for a girl?=- yup 4)Who was the last person you couldn't get your eyes off?=- Cant tell. 5)Have you ever been drunk?=- Yup.still aware though 6)Whats the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?=- kisses i guess 7)Whats your full name?=- Mohd Azmi Bin Osman 8)Have you ever been in a car accident?=- Not yet 9)How old were you when u received your first kiss?=- 16 10)Who was your first kiss?=- nonono nevvveerrr 11)What is your favourite sport to play?=- Erm surfing.hahaha 12)Have you ever made a prank phone call?=- Yes! alot of times 13)Is there anything you've done that you regret?=- Yes. alot 14)Do you believe in love at first sight?=- NOPE! 15)Do you believe in karma?=- yup but only abit 16)How would you describe yourself?=- Irritating, random, blur 17)Who was your first girlfriend?=- izyan a stead which is a dareof 50cent. 18)What is the longest crush/relationship you ever had?=- 2 year plus plus. 19)What is your greatest weakness?=- the girl that i like 20)Do you get along with your family?=- yes 21)Would you ever get a tattoo?=- Nope, as my skin is dark.so couldnt see 22)Who makes you laugh without fail?=- hmmm...now im not sure. 23)If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?=- I want to... idk.. i dont want to change anything. 24)What would you want to acomplish before leaving Earth?=- Already have a good tour around the world. Won competitions in rock climbing
Monday, June 9, 2008
 At bishan. I dont know whats the shopping centre called. This is some insect museum. Theres some preofessors. See whether u can spot them. This place looks like a hamsters playground. Walk around at the palce. Eat french fries. I want to buy a lot of things but i couldnt afford. I dont believe where people say giving shoes as a gift to someone will result o a conflict. This is superstitious. Somebody missed called me.+9194402020 I called back and theres this indian gay answered. He told me quite a long story.. blah blah blah .. wrong number. Wth, he could have just said wrong no. That 1 min cost 50 cnt. Some overseas guy. Just 1 thing could make up a paragraph. Quite sad today as tomorrow cant meet Izzah and even wednesday. Im always unlucky as theres always something that happens which either cancel the meet. Sometimes even being delayed till never even meet. What am i going to do to make this happen? Am i not trying hard enough or it just couldnt happen.. Hmm ... this is not good... Labels: Thank you Come again
SUNDAY Went to jamming. More imprvements. Then we head to KFC. We ask for 2 zinger meal Without veggie. Then their colleagues says cant. Then i told him its simple , just take out the veggie, its just a simple thing. Then they took back and do it. They guys accidently key in 14 zinger meal which cost about $74. I was laughing and telling yaseer. Pay cause u bought it.The guy was laughing. Then when i collect everything , when i open up my burger, theres veggie. The only difference is, theres cheese. I didnt order cheese in it. The guy was indonesian. Must i speak indo with him?   Labels: Freedom of Choice is all a lie
SATURDAY   Puppeteer BAM    This mini parachute toy reminds me of my childhood. This figures comes in many varieties such as superman , spiderman and batman.hahaa. It was my favourite toy.I threw down from level 2 just to look at it gliding.   This is where i stand with my cuz. Choking on cotton candy.   My laptop speaker went down. I went to wisma to sent for service. No charge as i still have the warranty.As i went there, i saw shahirah =]. The i head to lucky plaxa with my cuz. To his uncles shop.We waited and one of his uncles workers talk to me. It went creepy as he ask for my no. I pretended as i did get him. He removed his hp and really ask for my no. Hes friend said y dont you give it to him. I smiled and walk off. We went to HMV and we saw some dancers on stage. Nice moves all that. Kumar was the MC. Funny and also play around to some people. Some ah bengs got critisize =] . Then theres a challenge as they need 4 couples on stage. Eating 4 containers of cotton candy each team. The team have to cosume the cotton candy the fastest and they will be awarded 1 set of CK2 perfume , men and womens perfume. One of the officials pull my cuz and and i walk back and have no choice but to go up.Me and my bag go up the stage. Wierd. Theres 2 couples and 2 male guys which is cuz n me and another 2 girls. When it starts, i eat the cotton candy like a girl. Too slow. my cuz eat damn fast. I eat till it get stuck to my mouth. Totally ugly. The other couple eat damn fast. Of course , the guy is a body builder from RP dragon boat. We got secound. In the end, every team got the perfume. Should have taken our time. AARGGHH. We went to centre point , esprit , to look for a job. Then head to doughby ghaut. We saw battle of the year. Which is all the best breakdances fight their was through to the top in order to represent singapore to battle internationally. Pity as there small kid breakdancing. Everything went wrong. This competition is not for them as this is for the pros. Its to represent singapore. Then we head to esplanade. Theres this puppeteer with her creative way to present. Its very unique and entertaining. Its hard to explain. Thers umbrellas all that. Sound effects. Then, by the bay, theres percussions. Its nice. BAM was performing. 3 native speaker of english and the rest, the chinese drummers join in. Nice rythm and the last part, they didnt use the drum sticks, they use 2 plastic baseball bats.hahah. It get laouder and better. Cool sounds. Then head to marina bay and take alook at the speakers at creative. HMM cant afford them Labels: Excitement Doesnt Come When U Just Stone There
Friday, June 6, 2008
  Aidi borrow me this shoes.Tight fitting and great comfort. I'll improve myself and get better with this shoe. The that have gone through many exprience. The shoes from the pro. The shoes that motivates me to release the best in me. V10 Azmi. No shoes No money to climb. Labels: A gift For improvement
Thursday, June 5, 2008
     After training, yat, kiki and me went to kfc and have our luch. We went to slack right beside woodlands mrt. Sat there frm 3 to 7. Talk about stuffs and the past.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Rock climbing as usual. i tried to do th route that is hard for me. I suceeded halfway. hmm. i recieved alot of injuries, esp my right hand. I didnt think of safety, i only thought of reaching the end. Then i left rc at 4.30 just to meet izzah. Received a text mess stating shes at cwp with her friends. So i waited for her at school for 1.5hrs. She text me that i should go back as she doesnt know wht time shes going off. So i went back to boredom. Nothing to do at home sit and rott. Idk for what reason, i kept looking back at my hp for every 5 mins. Maybe expecting someones text. Then i went down, waste my time at the pull up bar. Its slippery as it raining in the afternoon. Manage to do 3 sets of pull up and dips.
It's been a long year Since you've been gone I've been alone hereI've grown oldI fall to pieces, I'm falling Fell to pieces and I'm still falling Every time I'm falling down All alone I fall to pieces I keep a journal of memories I'm feeling lonely, I can't breatheI fall to pieces, I'm falling Fell to pieces and I'm still falling All the years I've tried With more to go Will the memories die I'm waiting Will I find you Can I find you We're falling down I'm falling
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
        Rock climbing training at school. It was eligal though, we climb and after 1 hr i got kick out. i made it half in the intermediate route. great improvement. After that we got kicked out. That guy gave us booking for 1 week at the hall. Great guy. We proceed to the street soccer court and play. Its damn hard to score. I miss too much. Mostly at the side of the pole. My team. Fad, hong kong actor, hidayat and me. Opposing. Haslam, farhan, zul, geremy, and steven. Zul was dan good and farhan was their keeper. He's damn good. Block every shot even the crucial target. Firstly we won. Second match we lost. Every goal scored, the opponents have to do a forfeit 7 pull ups. After that we went to swimming. I didnt bring my tights. Waited for the life guard to go to the toilet then i quickly jump into the pool. We played alot of games. Caching the babies pool by using our hands and legs up. That uses alot of strenght and our stomach aches. Then cacthing at their other pool by throwing a ping pong ball. The ball can hit only the guys head is out of the water. Theirs a couple hugging at the other side of the pool. Everyone starts to look at steve crawls over and pretend to shoot and hide. Wierd but funny. The pool is closed at 7.45. We went to the toilet to get change and i start to take picts of them. Zul starts to take the pict on top of the shower. SOme of them were unlucky to get their picts taken naked. People like geremy doesnt mind, he smiled and pose but he forgot to cover his ehem. Funny guy but i deleted the obscene picts. Labels: The start of bonding |
:Azmi: 16 january 1989 Republic Poly (Aerospace Avionics) azmi is quiet and humble azmi is not a typical guy azmi is very open minded if he knows u azmi is very random most of the times azmi has got MANBOOBS ppl call me a wierdo & even outspoken i rather be myself than being mini coopers are like wow.. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. azmi_iceman@hotmail.com :Friends: Friends Broadrick RP RC Family
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